I carried my questions deep into the woods
wrapped tightly and nestled down in my pocket
I wanted to find the place without sound
the quiet place
and leave them there
we entered the wood
my dog and I
free-spirited and buoyant
bathing, awash in the universe
alone among trees
a hole in my pocket, unknown to me
let slip my precious queries
one by one they slid away, unkept
discreet and untied
when we paused below the hemlock
its branches bearing down
its aged face unaware of our time
one fell
and gently lay undistinguished
from the needles in their soft bed
while scampering up the ice-strewn slope
tilting with outstretched, balancing arms
another left
and spilled like glass
cold and shining
onto the potch-marked moss
left behind
reflecting the sun
as we crouched by the stream bed
leaning into its trickling voice
another dropped
into the current like melted silver
clear and clean
lapped up by my dog
into the carelessly strewn leaves
silently red and delicate
one floated down
turning over
fluttering voiceless
resting
and when we came to the quiet place
as we stopped to hear ourselves breath
the stillness of moss
the endless waiting of old rotten trunks
waiting to become soil
one became silence
another the wisp of our moist breath
I reached into my pocket
but none were there
none exposed by filtered sunlight
or embraced by the bare trees
alive and gnarled
wanting to burst into spring foilage
wrapped tightly and nestled down in my pocket
I wanted to find the place without sound
the quiet place
and leave them there
we entered the wood
my dog and I
free-spirited and buoyant
bathing, awash in the universe
alone among trees
a hole in my pocket, unknown to me
let slip my precious queries
one by one they slid away, unkept
discreet and untied
when we paused below the hemlock
its branches bearing down
its aged face unaware of our time
one fell
and gently lay undistinguished
from the needles in their soft bed
while scampering up the ice-strewn slope
tilting with outstretched, balancing arms
another left
and spilled like glass
cold and shining
onto the potch-marked moss
left behind
reflecting the sun
as we crouched by the stream bed
leaning into its trickling voice
another dropped
into the current like melted silver
clear and clean
lapped up by my dog
into the carelessly strewn leaves
silently red and delicate
one floated down
turning over
fluttering voiceless
resting
and when we came to the quiet place
as we stopped to hear ourselves breath
the stillness of moss
the endless waiting of old rotten trunks
waiting to become soil
one became silence
another the wisp of our moist breath
I reached into my pocket
but none were there
none exposed by filtered sunlight
or embraced by the bare trees
alive and gnarled
wanting to burst into spring foilage
4 comments:
Great stuff, Matt!
Last week Gary Snyder told me with a twinkle in his eye and his left ear, that the "natural" is everything under heaven -- even the man-made world. The "wild," though, is that which is "self-propogating, self-maintaining, flourishing in accord with innate qualities." A "wilderness" is "a place of abundance, as in John Milton, 'a wilderness of sweets'" (Snyder, "Practice of the Wild," 10).
I'm glad you had a chance to wander and think about the way trees live.
Beautifully put. Is it not true worship to revel in the beauty all around us...the beggar's smile, the moon through the smog...? Your words remind me of the places that I seldom frequent but long to live in.
As you wrote I've experienced the healing and renewal that occurs in the heart while spending time in nature.
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